Hilang

rintih kumerintih kesakitan yang telah kujalani / ambisimu kini membunuhku
dan kau bungkam mulutku dengan indahmu / menari diatas luka mimpi
wajah yang hadir hanyalah imaji semu terlihat / terbuai hanyutku dalam deras mimpi dan khayalan

terbesit untuk melupakan omong kosong harapan / diamku tak dapat tertahan
sudahlah...sudahlah aku muak / sadarlah...sadarlah semua akan terbuang
terbesit untuk melupakan omong kosong harapan / diamku tak dapat tertahan

ku kan menghilang / dari bayang kelam
tanpa sisa semua tiada / kini kata-kata tiada artinya
hanya luka yang bicara

sadarkan mataku dari semua anganmu
dan semua akan sirna yang tersisa hanyalah luka

ku kan menghilang / dari bayang kelam
tanpa sisa semua tiada / kini kata-kata tiada artinya
hanya luka yang bicara

Serenade

That thought never cross my mind / That you could leave
And vanish into nothingness / Left us alone
I shall never forget the moment that I heard the news of you / Nothing gonna be the same again
I never thought that all the problems you kept in had a glimpse of truth

These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you

You never be alone again / Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel / Watching over your endless sleep

Every now and then your smile / Appears before me
Only then I realize it's all just a dream / Your ghost still linger upon us
As it watches over / My every step

These words and these melodies I write for you
Inscribed in our hearts we scream for you

You never be alone again / Cos this serenade I sing for you
Will be your guardian angel / Watching over your endless sleep

I'm Fading away

Nobody laughing in the end / There're things I cannot comprehend
The night is full of stars / And you're not with me
Cut down another thread / If one isn't enough
If one isn't enough / Then do it twice

Yes I know what I've done / And what I'm gonna do
I know what I'm gonna do / Second time would be better
Better for both of us (Better for both of us)

It's amazing you forget / All the lines you used to said
All the memories left behind / Fading away by time
Every battle has been fought / And everything I think was thought
I am lost / And can't ask question

I am lost / Can't ask question
I feel like going back to time

Yes I know what I've done / And what I'm gonna do (I know what I'm gonna do)
Second time would be better / Better for both of us (Better for both of us)

It's amazing you forget / All the lines you used to said
All the memories left behind / Fading away by time

Where were you then? / Who else was there?
Tell me right now / Are you happy?
How can you be? / Are you happy now?

It's amazing you forget / All the lines you used to said
All the memories left behind / Fading away by time
You're the reason / For my sanity

Where were you then? / Who else was there?
Tell me right now / Are you happy?
How can you be? / Are you happy now?

My Sweet Lullaby

Haven't you heard about a fairy tale? / At a winter's night end of the year in five
The given one land to the world and now / Haven't you received a message from her?
That she's writing down on the wall with words of luck and stars / And you know, it's all just lies

To show you I missed / Those words out from your lips
You're a curse you're my gift / I wipe all your tears
At the side of the hill / When you felt all your fears

Please tell me all / Your alibis you left
This suffering comes twice / Sweet lullaby your angel lies you sing
I dream of you tonight / The world collide I still survive you have
My heart and ripped it out / We're breaking up you watch me fall
It's so fragile inside / Oh glory brightest son of life
Stop dropping me down / Don't take away don't kill the light
And now I've gone blind / And now if I owe you one I soon will refund
I'd rather stand with broken arms than feel my heart burn

I wipe all your tears / At the side of the hills
When you felt all your fears / Leave me alone
It's all just lies / Why can't you just leave?

Potret Kehampaan

Dan semua telah hilang… potret kehampaan / Apa yang kutakutkan kini menjadi nyata
Tersisa hanyalah / Sesal tak habisnya
Kebodohan yang memaksa / Membuatku nista

Namun percuma meyakinkanmu / Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti / Hancurkan

Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan / Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya / Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka / Kini ku tak berdaya

Hanya menunggu harapan yang sirna / Menanti asa yang tak kunjung tiba
Membuat cerita berakhir nestapa / Muakku adalah goresan hatiku

Deritaku tak ada habisnya / Kan kubawa hingga semanis pembalasanku... nanti
Tiada bicara / Aroganmu meronta
Terdiamku, setengah mati

Namun percuma meyakinkanmu / Kau memutarkan fakta
Pengorbanan tak lagi berarti / Hancurkan

Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan / Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya / Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka / Kini ku tak berdaya

Deritaku tak ada habisnya / Kan kubawa hingga semanis pembalasanku... nanti
Tiada bicara / Aroganmu meronta
Terdiamku, setengah mati

Telah kucoba dengar, semua hanya alasan / Terpuruk dalam pedihku yakin
Kau kembali dengannya / Kulenyapkan semua, puisi omong kosongmu
Menorehkan tinta penuh duka / Kini ku tak berdaya

Between Logic And Sense

Here I lay, bare naked on the floor (shivering down my spine)
As I lean back on the cold damp wall (shivers of cold or shivers of fear)

Fear of being alone / Fear of being without you ('til the end of days)
Yet you're not here, to catch my fall / As my head hit the concrete floor
My heart cries out / Cries a name that has condemned
My destiny to hell / Please god lift this curse tonight

Reminiscence of a broken heart / Yet it all felt so surreal
For which deadly sins have I deserved to fall / Your every lie went for the kill

My heart and tears are in discord / The first battle with the pain
The fears battle to yearn to avenge the pain / Now all I hear
Are eerie chants / Slowly I shut my tired eyes
Pray it's not my epilogue

Fear of being alone / Fear of being without you ('til the end of days)
Yet you're not here, to catch my fall / As my head hit the concrete floor
My heart cries out / Cries a name that has condemned
My destiny to hell / Please god lift this curse tonight

Reminiscence of a broken heart / Yet it all felt so surreal
For which deadly sins have I deserved to fall / Your every lie went for the kill

I just can't seem to make it out / Between my logic and sense
Is this me the best I can ever be / Your prayers will not suffice

It's a reminiscence of a broken heart / Yet it all felt so surreal
For which deadly sins have I deserved to fall / Your every lie went for the kill

Langkah

Biarkan / Jiwa ini meneriakkan / Mimpi-mimpi terkekang
Bukan tanpa makna kubicara / Rapuh jiwa meronta
Yakinkan diri / Dengan nurani
Rasa takutpun kan pergi / Hanya berani yang mengiringi

Dan waktupun tak berhenti, saat kita sadari / Semua telah terlewati
Kujalani mimpi pasti, cerita kan terkenang / Terlukis indah di masa depan

Teriak hatiku, gemakan suaramu / Kita hilangkan harapan semu
Lepaskan semua / Apa yang kaurasa / Berjalan apa adanya

Telah terbuka (Jalan tuk kita lalui) / Bagi semua (Menuju harapan pasti)

Yakinkan diri / Dengan nurani
Rasa takutpun kan pergi / Hanya berani yang mengiringi

Bukan tanpa makna kubicara / Rapuh jiwa meronta
Dan waktu pun tak berhenti / Saat rasamu tersiksa
Perlahan ragu kan terbakar / Iringi mimpi kan jadi nyata

Teriakkan hatimu / Gemakan suaramu
Dan hilangkan ragumu / Yakinkan kau mampu